i have recently been meditating on psalm 37. it seems to be the theme of my life for the past year. verse 3 says, “trust in the lord, and do good, dwell in the land and cultivate faithfulness.” so that is what i am doing right now. i am learning how to dwell in the land and cultivate faithfulness. i am learning to trust again. i am learning to hope again. i am learning how to let go. after all, i am not the one in control. but i do have an amazing god and i trust that, someday, all of the pieces will fall into place. and it will all finally make sense. he will be glorified in my life.