one of those days…
it’s inevitable… i am having one of those days. it’s been full of starts and stops. eva slept in her carseat for three straight hours yesterday. three hours. not a peep. she never sleeps in her carseat! but today… today is a different story. i can’t seem to put her down. it was a miracle that i even got a shower. dinner was prepped through fits of screaming. i am typing this one handed because i am afraid to lay her down.
on the good days, i feel like i could conquer the world. on the hard days… well, i wish i knew what to with the hard days. i guess i still show up. i push past the frustration. i let go of my expectations. i might not get five blog posts written. i might not finish my painting. i might not get my website updated or etsy pictures taken. but i still show up… even if it’s one handed typing at 3:30 PM.
it’s going to be ok. deep breathing. maybe some one handed painting. these days won’t last forever. i will miss them i bet.