do you ever feel like you are always in the becoming? never the arriving that you expect, but all the little steps along the way.
confession time: i get a little impatient. i see the end result and where i want to be and i want to be there like right now! yesterday in fact. i want the end product, the beautiful picture perfect result, the successful business, the full life… my biggest dreams. and at every little setback i feel frustration and impatience. it’s true.
but life happens.
a big mess. unexpected turns.
and i am once again reminded that life can’t be bottled and controlled in my safe little way.
i have been thinking about this lately. that life is what happens in between now and then. it’s the little moments. it’s the simple beauties. it’s the choices that we make to be brave and joyful and full and grateful. it’s the choice to find the beauty in the mess. that is what life is.
and when we surrender to becoming who we were meant to be, along with all of the bumps and bruises along the way, we find ourselves. when we surrender to the process and the journey and the lessons we are supposed to learn, we become the vessel that can hold our dreams.
i am reminding myself of this today. that even though i am not exactly where i want to be, i am exactly where i need to be. and that is beautiful.
i am in a becoming stage right now. lots of big ideas happening and i am not sure how to make it all happen. big juicy crazy dreams. while i plan and work and dream and question i am becoming.
p.s. i am doing something tomorrow that i have never done before. i am releasing twelve new originals for sale in my etsy store all at the same time. six originals that i have had for a while and six new ones. so it’s going to be a great time for you get your hands on one of my originals. and later in the week i will be sharing about an upcoming workshop. something i am extremely excited about!!!!